Carry the smile, at least

First post in 2012 whoosh!

I'm back again folks, in a very bad timing indeed

Sem 9 flew past in a blink of eye, it's so hard to believe that we've come to an end of it

The feeling is surreal, it felt like only yesterday when we first stepped into med school

(or at least for me)

Anyhow

A lot of things have happened in between since my last update

Be it good or bad, everything is fine

So enough of me crapping, I shall let the pictures do the talking :D

First and foremost, I turned 23 this year wakakakakaka XDD

Then I got hooked on cooking and was very obsessed in trying new dishes XDD

Chinese new year visiting with old friends back in Miri :D

And before I knew it, EOS 9 is around the corner @@

Sigh, all the cramming is hurting my small brain

Plus a little bit of this and that, it's amazing that I can still remain sane actually XDD

I made a mistake, since then all hell break loose :(

Things have happened and there's no point crying over spilled milk

But I'm at least proud to say I choose to be myself

No more hiding anymore :)

"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11

I can't see the hope for now, but I've come to learn that....

In times of miserable and helplessness, if you can't change the course...at least continue on the journey with a smile

Happiness works like positive feedback, you gotta start by emitting the positive energy in order to make it work :D

Yea la, I know it's not very rational to blog at this time

But I'm too desperate for any kind of distraction

5 days left for our final professional paper

We will survive! XDD

Not aunty!

This is the most common line I heard when I'm with my Mum:

My mum is very proud in this sense 'cause her friends' kids are still young (at least 10 years younger than me)

As always she has her own theory to justify herself

Everything was fine actually...

Until karma decided to be bitchy and landed on the wrong person T.T

Recently been hearing news of my juniors either getting married or celebrating their children's fullmoon/birthdays

OMG MY JUNIOR'S KID

That's like super junior already ><

No, not THE Super Junior!

Can you imagine if I visit their house during CNY??


Well

I'm a strong believer of early education

Maybe I should try teaching (bribing) them from now on

And because they are kids, so positive reinforcement would be more appropriate

Hmm candy seems like a good choice :D

But make sure the 'learning' process begins at the same time

Otherwise...

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It'll backfire on you and the kid exposed more on the *beep* word pula ><

I feel bored :/

My life now consists of:

Wakes up around 7 am

Eating breakfast sambil watching a cooking show

Report in hospital by 8 am, ward rounds around 8.15 am

(Amazingly each of us has a punch card)

Do some cooking when mummy is busy or when I googled a new recipe

Check updates for online novels that I'm following

Read books from library or any random article that catches my eye till rabun

If no one is watching the TV then just randomly watch any shows available and laugh like a mad woman

Then continue for the next show till someone comes over and snatches the remote from me

And the cycle repeats itself again the next day

It's nice to be home

But gosh, something is wrong with my routine

I need new ideas to spend my remaining holidays!

I'm ageing meh (?)

If you simply ask any foreigner what are their impression of Asians

Their answer mostly revolve around quiet, humble and timid

Mainly because of our culture and upbringing

For some reasons, being too loud or involving in any activity that makes yourself stand out are regarded as being snobbish LOL XDD

Anyway, time is changing

We were brought up not to rebut whatever our parents told us

But kids these days are so smart, it's impossible for them to just take in whatever you tell them XDD

Eg the scenario below:

Mother: You're such a naughty kid!
Child: You're such a naughty adult!
Father: *rolling on the floor laughing*

*Mother pengsan, Child won*

Not only that, even the culture these days are evolving too

For instance in Japan...

(Not sure when the group is established, but I included 'old japan band' while googling for the Before picture LOL)


Oklah maybe you can argue that both group are of different genre

Hmm, then how about this example in Taiwan:

See, even girl's band are dropping the usual 'sweet, cheerful, cute' outlook.

What a change!


Thankfully we're not seeing these in Malaysia...yet

I was still having the Asian stereotype of 'quiet, meek and timid' until today in the clinic...

And the uncle came for a TOTALLY unrelated problem from what he is elaborating ><

In other words, he volunteered all the omit-able XXX infos without us asking

OMG TOO MUCH INFO! *screams*

I swear he would go into 'details' if the doc didn't drag him back to the chief complaints

If he were a youngster then I could understand
(Then again youngsters rarely complain also)

But this...a granpa looking as benign as Colonel Sanders??

Is it me or I'm just outdated? ><

Sweat -____-

Long waited (?)

Yo everyone!

I know I've been missing in action for quite some time...

But hey, it still doesn't stop me from saying this...

LONG TIME NO SEE WAKAKAKAKAKAKA XDD

(Kindly ignore the sugar-induced hyper-ness)

It's been 7 months since my last update

(still has the gut to say, memang tak takut mati)

*you may skip this part*

Forgive me 'cause there were so many important things that kept me occupied. Well I'm not saying that maintaining a blog is trivial but when you have non-stop incoming workload and the amount of hours you get to spend is still the same, then you really gotta do things selectively. Plus I didn't wanna rant in this blog (it already exceeded my emo quota) so most of the time I'd rather not stain it and vent it elsewhere like games instead.

*end of panjang lebar explanation*

Reader: Ah so that's where your 'free' time went
Jeb: .... ><

Anyway, things are slowing down and now I get more free time for myself (HOORAY!)

Just finished my elective posting (GP attachment) 2 weeks ago :D

Selective is fine so far...apart from the grilling, Q&A, patient clerking, PEs

I would say so far so good, plainly repetition of ward work in HTJ

But definitely I've more free time compared to school days (YES!)

Partly it's 'cause I always took the initiative to run whenever I can :D

Rest assured peeps!

This blog is not abandoned

I promise I'll update it more frequent from now on!

A man of word is one who keep his promises!

*dramatic background music with spotlight focusing on main character*

Counting down few minutes before Sunday ends

Tomorrow would mark my 2nd week of Selective posting

Best wishes to everyone in whatever you're doing right now!

Let's hope I'm not running out of jokes yet :D

Opposite of desserts

Have you ever look back at your life

And ask yourself: What the hell am I doing here?

You know at times like this

No matter how many deep breaths I've taken

The anxiety is still there

I can't explain to you the amount of stress I'm experiencing

Because then you'd laugh at me

And that would be the very last thing I need at the moment

I tried motivating myself everyday

Telling myself to not give up

To persevere on until you reach the destination

But you know

As stale as it sounds, words repeated so many times kinda make you feel numb too

It's not helping that every morning when I wake up, my to-do list is equally as much

I don't see the end of this, a bit disheartening I guess

Weekends are like luxury now

I feel trapped

Trapped within the walls that I couldn't see

And it's getting suffocating in there

I wanna break free from all this

Wanna escape to a place where no one knows me

Wanna run like I never did

Till my legs gave in and just pengsan in the middle of the road

Wanna laugh at my craziness

Wanna ignore what tomorrow has for me

Ah, what am I talking about

All this madness will never happen


Or did it?

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Hmm, maybe I'm delusional :D

Restless

Yes, I know this blog's been dead for quite a while

Forgive me for my long absence ><

Sad to say, this will continue on for some time until I finish my obligated duties

Sigh

There's a lot of things going on since my last update, and it's too hassle to point out one by one here

But rest assured, they all happened for the better purposes X)

At least that's how I would like to think it as

Been keeping touch with a friend lately, and I'm really amazed at how much a person's life can differ when they are in overseas

Compared to her, I feel so much like a child

I can't imagine the stress she's going through, and I really salute her for being able to make it through

I highly doubt I can function as well in that kind of situation

Life is like flying a kite

When you pull it with full force, it's likely that your string would break

So don't ever think that you're having full control in whatever you're doing

Gonna start 3rd week posting in Ortho tomorrow

Sadly, I've yet to enjoy this posting as how the previous group put it

Maybe it's because I still haven't get a hang of it

There's so many things going on at the same time

CFCS, Research papers, EOP and also the theory papers for 2 postings

Damn

24 hours is simply not enough

It's only a matter of time that I fell off my chair and pengsan for real

And I shall not be surprised even when the day comes

UGH!!

I want holidays!!!!